måndag 3 mars 2008

Evidently Smorgossboard Town

My life is Hollywood. scene 1 take 1. I wake up, realize that my dick is hard, fuck, now I wont be able to take a piss in twenty minutes. fuck it, I pee all over the place, why give a damn. I couldn't keep this one in, I really couldn't.
I take a good look in the mirror, I look like hell. like an old dog, dog shit, like old dog shit. couldn't keep that in either. for breakfast I eat a carrot, drink a glass of whiskey/milk and some pellets. I throw up. little blood in it, and some brown chunks, probably not the carrot, those pieces usually come out pink, that is good.
I walk down the stairs that leads to the street. my street. its sunny outside. I don't know what to do today or when today is. I step out, I need a cig.
after lighting my cig and taking a deep breath I start walking, don't know where or what time it is but the sun is still up, it shines on the street, I fucking hate the sun sometimes, but any how, the sun tells a story and that story tells me it must be before six o'clock.
later. after walking for bout half n hour in an unknown direction I meet up with two people outside a house. we talk.

1- You are so smart. What did you do to be so smart?
2- what do you mean, I did not do anything.
1- yes but tell me, tell me now. what did you do?
2- once upon a time I was a ballerina dancer.
1- yes? once upon a time I was you.
2- me? are you sure?
1- yes.
silence.
3- I wonder what he is building in there?
1- who me?
2- you did not say that.
1- yeahg, I just did!
2- copycat.
3- shut up and make me soup.
1- its obvious that he’s hiding something.
2- aren't we all. maybe it's a zoo.
3- I'm going home.

scene 2. I sleep.